Take a look inside my soul...

This is what I asked for.
Then why does it hurt so
e'ry time I see photos?
Damn, why'd I let you go?
We haven't been apart long
I'm already writing songs
I know it's entirely wrong
but tonight I will be strong.
I can't give in to temptation
even though I miss sensations
of loving hearts' palpitations
when you looked in my direction.
I wish you were here tonight
and I wish with all my might
that I could have the foresight
to pick better times to fight.
I hate that you're away.
There ain't a thing to say.
I knew this back in May
that this would be the way.

If I wanted to be with you
I would have a lot to endure.
More than I thought I ever could.
More than I thought I ever would.

I tried but my strength gave out.
Never have I had so much doubt
sadly I have lost the route
and I had to stand and shout
I can't do this anymore!
This pain hurts me to the core
I can't take this anymore.
And so I walked out the door.

I don't know if I'll come back
my mind's been thrown outta whack.
I think I need to stand back
and see what it is I lack.
Please know I love you
you're my dream come true;
this I gotta do
for me and for you.
Come June we will know
where our love will go
and our lives will show
we loved each other.