As opposed to a romantic song list, I've decided to post up a list of songs for a very particular person. Instead of using their names, I'm going to use a code name which also so happen to be their signature songs.
Dear Lose Control-
Hot 'N' Cold by Katy Perry. I hate this song and all its obnoxious glory much like I hate your confounding sentiments. One day you say you're falling for me, then I don't hear from you. You say you want me and then leave me hanging. I don't know if it's because you're stoned when you tell me these things, or if it's because you're stoned that you don't follow through.
You're Not Sorry by Taylor Swift. I've finally figured out what I have to do. Don't bother calling me anymore because I won't pick up the phone. I'm tired of being taken for a ride. What we had once was really fun and I really enjoyed it, but it's over between us. There was never anything to begin with so why grasp as straws?
Lose Control by Evanescence. The song I originally dedicated to you. What happened when I lost control and you benefited. We didn't play so quiet, and I eventually felt guilty and, guess what my lamb? I told. We lost control more than once but I can't cut you down to a thing I can use.
*Edit- I forgot that I had dedicated another song to you.
Goodbye My Lover- James Blunt. I remember sitting in my dorm one night listening to this song at least 10 times in a row trying to fight against the flames that were burning in my heart. Yes, I wanted something more than just sex from you; yes, I would have wanted to give 'us' a try even if only for a few months.
I'm not going to waste anymore time on you, or great songs for that matter. I've deleted your number and I'm working on erasing you from the front of my mind.
Introducing the new Weaponized Culture
11 years ago
I have found it useful to keep people's numbers so I know not to pick up as I forget about them, plus with the number of contacts on my space phone I don't think one name would stand out much.
ReplyDeleteWell during all of this I'd take you out to drink to help you forget, while it helps me remember. Then again I don't think our souls will ever be able to check out of the hell that we put are selves though.
Did the Eagles ever had a good song other than that or Desperado?
You've taken a great step forward with this. Of course, you were probably not happy about making this post to begin with, but what's done is done, and his behavior is certainly most inexcusable. And have no fear, you will most definitely prevail through these tumultuous times in spite of the ridiculous drama that you've had to put up with.
ReplyDelete@ Wade Willson- I didn't think of that. Sadly for me, if I have the number saved on my phone, I will be tempted to call so deleting it was my way of avoiding temptation. As for the Eagles, I only know Hotel California. But I've looked up their discography and I do know "One of these Nights" and "Witchy Woman". I don't feel like doing too much research on this, but you might know some of their other songs and not even realize that it's by the Eagles?
ReplyDelete@MadDogBV- Thank goodness he hasn't called me yet. I don't think he will for a while, especially since he's going back to school for Summer B.
ReplyDeleteYeah I kinda forgot out those songs, ty for refresher. Also on Katy Perry, I know none of her songs are good but there is just something about her I am mysteriously drawn too.
ReplyDeleteI actually find myself singing "Firework" a lot recently. My higher consciousness is like "WTF?" but I keep singing it anyways. BTW, how did you find my blog?
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ReplyDeleteOk Mr. Mysterious. Lol. You get to know so much about me, I guess I was hoping you'd reciprocate. :)
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